Stop this life and come again Home in my Gods Life and you will see again the Good God yourself, Gods Children, Wife and daughters back again But you must be very strong to youyrselve.

I asked The Good Lord to forgive me all, because I can see now clearly and to join me with my dearest neighbors With Him My Lord, my wife Irmgard, who I did wrong for so many years, so I did to my daughters Tessa, Antoinette and Charlotte very wrong  being a strong father of them. Being proud of them, but not the Father God wants you to be. You Johannes were only in The World away from your dear ones leaving them unprotected at Home, Unprotected for the Wild, who also wanted such beautiful children and wife

I Johannes love and loved them with all I got and love gthem even more them with all of my heart, but never showed them in a proper and decent way, but acting like being A Cruel and Proud Father, when They grdew up. You wdere the Bedst Father in the World when they were young of age playing and dancing with them. Butg by Jeaulous People By Others who wanted you to be unhappy, because they wanted to destroy, so.....they destroyed you nearly...you obeyed them, who wean ted to brind you down and forgot Me As Your Lord and You Forgot yoyr Love Ones to Take Care of You. You have yourselve been hunted and haunted, so you nearly got mad. Just Listen To One Voice and that is The Voicde of God.

I asked God to Give me the Chance to Show my Love, So Jesus Showed us to my  dear family, sisters, father and mother and family oversee, England, Sri Lanka, Australia and my reverant in The States. Rev Kock,who blessedd ourt Marriage in RK Church "All Saints" Father Betram my rev Here ds rev Altena, ds Van De Peppel, Rev Theo Vrijlandt, rev De Groot, who had many meetings in our House with Irmgard and members of The Church with The K.I.P News Church Papers, ds. Busschers, ds Bakker, ds. Baas, ds. Witvoet all my teachers and schoolboards and many others and all members of my Church, Town of Assen, Gieten, Rolde, Smilde, Abbenes, Nw Vennep, Colombo and all The Good People who live so od askes them for.

I asked God for A New Life New Day Has Come to read the Bible in Loved again to love yhe people who are living with me and respect them.

I want to live a life in His Garden and Follow His Words now.

I asked God to have mercy on my soul and liufe as loyal and protyectiong and loving husband and father, bur especially as His Son and Angel I once was, but went into the Wordl and got lost.

God, Irmgard, Tessa, Antoinette an d Charlotte, Father and Mothers and Sisters and family  I Am Coming Home Again and will do what He askeds me for.

I will tell the whole world of my resurrection He God Taught me in many way. Now I understand you Lord.

Oh Lord, Let me be understood now I am in Your Hands Again.