I dont need sign, miracle from Him to convince me, Love he shows to me already enough. No god in this world want to die for his creation except Him. If im a God and my creation worship an idol or statue instead of me, I will wipe them out of this world BUT Lord shows His love by humble himself to becoming One of us and die for our salvation. That is already enough to convince me that He indeed a GOD.    

 I do have tought dirty and also have jealousy to one another, im still young, immaturity, emotional...but i dont take that as an excuse infront of Jesus. I know Im doing something that really break His heart after all He done for my salvation. I already ask for forgiveness but I always repeat it again and again and after that ask for forgiveness again and again...I make a fool of Jesus, make Him like an idiot to forgive me..but He never give-up on me and I each day praying to Jesus asking Him to throw away my sinful tought and let Him have sit at the top of my heart and letting Him control my mind..i cannot do anything but offer this heart completely to You..Thank you lord